On My Mark!

Now then! I’ll start in a typically British manner – “ain’t the weather been nice, eh” (well, it has been here in, GY).

I’ve had a fantastic weekend helping some friends moving house, cooking up a storm for some others, and some time down t’allotment! Went down the park to check out what this Yoga thing is all about too.

And as always, with saying all that and with some exciting prospects in the pipeline can anyone guess what’s nagging away the back of my head? …anyone? BING – that’s right, it’s our old friend Stigma – do I not like him!

Fucking, Stigma aye! Still now with all my talking, blogging and sharing I do about my illness it still makes me feel ashamed, scared, and sometimes wishing I wasn’t here – be that dead or just in another part of the world where nobody knows me!

Yeah, thinking shit like that just because of what some people may think about my ‘illness’.

So yeah, right now I’m a little scared and overwhelmed (I’m fighting it, worry not) but fuck them people and fuck you, Stigma. You will not force me back into silence, I will continue this fight for the silent and with the continued help of friends and hopefully new ones along the way we are coming for you, so watch your back.

My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, commander of the Armies of the North, General of the Felix Legions and loyal servant to the true emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son. Husband to a murdered wife. And I………….. have depression.

Have a good day everybody

Peace and love

 

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